Hi friends! Sorry for the lack of posts as of late - ya girl..
Added 2022-06-02 02:55:10 +0000 UTCHi friends! Sorry for the lack of posts as of late - ya girl hasn't been feeling too well. I've kept this part of my life separate from most of the rest of my life, and in doing that I guess I've kept a lot of my life from you guys. That just happens to include the copious mental health issues your lil hamburger deals with. Although I'm doing much better than I used to be these days, the winter blues have settled in already and I ain't been feeing it recently, you know what I mean? To be frank, for the last few weeks I've barely been able to leave the house. I certainly haven't wanted to get out of bed. Everything that isn't staying in bed and wasting my days away has seemed like a monumental effort.. Today the sun is shining (or well.. it was) and I'm feeling a little better. My head's a little clearer and the sheer pointlessness of everything doesnt feel so heavy on my shoulders. I looked in the mirror this morning and I actually felt a little cute! I'm starting to ramble but I guess my point is I'm still here!! And I'm not going anywhere. I've been a little quiet because my brains been so loud. And I try to keep this is place as authentic as possible, so I didnt really want to dress up and pretend I felt like a hot bitch when in reality I really didnt feel that way. I've been avoiding mirrors and showers and just self care in general. But I'm feeling like theres some better days ahead. Hopefully that means you'll be seeing as much of me as you're used to, very soon. Thank you guys for sticking around, and thanks to those that reached out to see if I was okay. I appreciate it more than you know. ❤️
