"The Lesson My First Love Taught Me" Part 5 How did our rel..

"The Lesson My First Love Taught Me" Part 5

How did our relationship develop further?

He introduced me to his mother, grandmother and sister (he was the only man in the house), but for some reason he didn't want to meet my family. He only met my friends once, and he didn't like them. We saw each other only at work and on those days when I came to his house (sometimes I even skipped classes to spend time with him). Words of love he hardly ever said to me. “I love you” I only heard once, and that was only after I told him I loved him myself.

Yes, I was in love. Why? How quickly? I don't know. I just realized one day that I missed him, that it was important for me to see him smile, that I wanted to make him feel good, even if I received very little in return.

Max never gave me gifts. He didn't give me flowers either. He didn't take me to cafes or restaurants. During sex he thought only about himself, and therefore I did not know what an orgasm was. Instead of compliments, more and more often I heard reproaches or comparisons with other girls.

One day, a new waitress came to work in our restaurant. Her name was Emma, too.

The other Emma was a lush-breasted brunette with an infectious laugh and deep brown eyes. She quickly found a common language with Max. And he, fascinated by her, began to say hurtful things to me:

- It's a pity you don't have such lush breasts like Emma!

- You know, maybe you should change your coloring to brunette.

- You should laugh more often, Emma. You're so boring.

I was really fading. It was my first relationship. My first love. I didn't know how to do it. I didn't understand why Max was doing this to me. Was I wrong? Should I be better?

Slowly, I realized he was touching me less and less. No, the sex wasn't less, but the gentle touches, the hugs, the kisses, it wasn't enough. He rarely wrote me, never called me first.

I was sad. And so it went on for a year. But for some reason I put up with it and didn't break up with him. Until one day he left me.

Oh, it was awful. I'll tell you about it in my next post. It will be the epic ending to my story💔